If you could hear the last need as it echoes endlessly from
me to you,
Would you hear the stifled childhood scream as it penetrates
you?
Would my words have the honest intensity of my feelings?
Would the emotion come tearing through, unbridled,
undeterred, unfettered?
If there was no fear of fall-outs, of hurt, of betrayal, of
vacuum,
Would my expression lash out angrily as you string the
sentences together?
Would the insane promise of comprehension last across ages
and irrationality?
Would the words quietly reach you, and land on earnest
understanding?
If ink could carry all the guilt, the nonchalance, the
nothingness of us,
Would it tell you, how the empty hollow left inside of you
has crushed me?
Would it show you my crevices, and their jagged, insistent,
desperate stories?
Would it smudge the distance between rotten you and rotten
me?
A question, and the hope for its answer, is all that’s left of you and me.
I love the way you end this post. Simply beautiful. Reminds me of a quote of Rainer Maria Rilke, "Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now"
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I like the quote.
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