I started this tradition for the year 2010 , a whole decade ago. To take a moment to reflect on the year gone by and capture everything that touched me, moved me, made me. In 2014 , I wrote, "This is post number 4 in my series of year-end posts. 20 year old me would have never imagined that I could actually carry on a tradition for four years in a row. Turns out, I can." That was the last year I wrote a year-end post. Until today. Ironies. I love it when this happens. What happened in 2014, 2015, 2016? What did I not capture about meeting Lohit, our journey of deciding to get married, our marriage, setting up home, and all the other firsts and seconds and thirds that happened to us in those years? In retrospect, I missed out on such profound opportunities of acknowledging growth, of recognizing limitations, of accepting things as they are. But 2019 has flipped everything on its head. In some ways, where I am today is a culmination of what star