Because inspiration is a simple word.

Stop

In track

Hold on

Fear all you leave behind

Turn

Reconsider

And then

Move on

Slow down

And when he stops looking

Run, run, run.

There is always room for inspiration and then there is room for thoughtless thoughts, uncontrolled desire, passionate dreams and fearless living. There’s always room for more, always room to become someone else.

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Could I have imagined you?

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