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Us

Smudges of memories 
Hidden in crevices
A blue sofa, white bookcase
Merging - our colored vices

The drawer offers up a note
If you look close enough 
A perfumed letter, a sensual poem
Memories casually stuffed

Where the paint smudges 
Where the door cracks 
Each - a story bursting
If you can see beyond the black

From Bondi, Colombo, Vienna
Each charm depicting stages,
Can you hold that gentle breeze
And feel it turn your pages?

Fall in love with a story
But only through a glimpse
See us, as we see us
In Kindle sepia and wine rims


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